friends and some hard times again...

I did have some DS members accept my friends invite and it really made me good.  I thank you dearly and hope we can share good vibes, or a ear for the down times. I was so up yesterday, had HUGE presentations to upper mgt, and that went well.  Yet it is an 'event' and those often cuase waves in my moods.  Many times I realize that I am so fragile that events pop up pretty easy and rough seas are ahead.  At least I can see that now.   Unfortunately this is one of those times where I signed up to volunteer for kid's school event and I have to work 6 hours.  Xanex and a lot of gritting the teeth, clinching of fists.  Not because is it hard, it is just that I do not want the stress of the environment or dealing with people.  But I signed up and I like to meet my commitments.   notfound404