gothfemmedyke
Status: I need support. I have not been well mentally or physically for a very long time.
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It's been months since I have been able to get aroused and have sex... but finally...*angel chorus sings "Hallelujah"*... I feel MUCH better already.
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mania has come to an abrupt halt and the forces of mental gravity have pulled me back down into the bowels of hell. pain. so much pain. mentally. physically. I want to cry, but can't. I want to...
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I just came to the realization that triggers are not all bad. Mostly "triggers" refer to things that "set-off" bipolar symptoms, which is generally a bad thing when one is trying to find stability;...
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Everything in my heart and soul is dead and black except for my unwavering sense of propriety which will not allow me to do it myself. Would someone please be so kind as to knock me over the head...
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Will it ever end? It seems that with each new day I wake up to more problems being heaped upon my substantial "mountain" of problems... it just keeps growing and growing. I feel like I'm spinning my...
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I swear, between the rapid cycling (sometimes 10+ swings per day) and the long mixed episodes in between crashes, I'm either going to break every fucking dish in my house, or end up killing myself...
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I thought today was better, but I guess I was wrong. I recently hit myself approximately 15 times in the forehead (wait for the irony) with a thick, hard-cover self-help book. I have a huge...
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This morning I feel like I am waking up from a coma. Groggy. Exhausted. Feeling like much time has passed, but where did it go? What happened while I was "sleeping". My partner is in tears. She feels...
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