gothfemmedyke
Status: I need support. I have not been well mentally or physically for a very long time.
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The good news is that my gf and I are back together. The bad news is that so are me and my cigarettes. I will try again when the dust settles.
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My gf "broke up" with me a few days ago in order to reconnect with her Self. Even though I am in agony with heartbreak, I understand her need to do what's best for her. I also understand that she is...
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She says she has to go awayTo discover her lost SelfThe friend in me says, "Bon Voyage," and"Don't forget to write."Pats her on the back and congratulates her for doing what she needs to do.The Lover...
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The good news is that my gf and I are back together. The bad news is that so are me and my cigarettes. I will try again when the dust settles.
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My gf "broke up" with me a few days ago in order to reconnect with her Self. Even though I am in agony with heartbreak, I understand her need to do what's best for her. I also understand that she is...
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She says she has to go awayTo discover her lost SelfThe friend in me says, "Bon Voyage," and"Don't forget to write."Pats her on the back and congratulates her for doing what she needs to do.The Lover...
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I left the safety and sanctity of my home... I took arisk and ventured out in to the scary place thateveryone else describes as "reality"... and once againhave found myself crushed by the gravity,...
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Today... right here... on myspace... in front of millions of people... I am tearing my heart open to let the world see what's inside...If you're squeamish, you might want to look away...So here's the...
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This is something I posted as a discussion topic in the UNCENSORED BIPOLAR GROUP but felt that it might reach a wider audience here in my journal.... Has anyone here had custody of their...
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My partner has said that this is the most accurate account of my madness as observed by her. Many of my many other ramblings do not make sense because she cannot see inside my mind. The things I have...
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Fragments of sentences. Unfinished thoughts. Losing articulation. Reality blurs into shadows. Figments of my imagination. They are more real than tangible objects. Am'thyst is dead and no one cares....
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I have so many unanswered questions about my illness(es); the most prominent one being, "Why?"Why am I afraid to leave my house, when there is nothing I love more than being social, going to events,...
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It's been months since I have been able to get aroused and have sex... but finally...*angel chorus sings "Hallelujah"*... I feel MUCH better already.
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video:journal/266080/1213747721/22310
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mania has come to an abrupt halt and the forces of mental gravity have pulled me back down into the bowels of hell. pain. so much pain. mentally. physically. I want to cry, but can't. I want to...
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