koolman

pretty well this holiday, the well of depression, the well of missing my brother, by instead choosing to aggressively work on focus mental energy positively on having fun.  Wedding I shot last night...

OK, so I "practiced" my dating and flirtation technique on this really hot, young Dominican who works with me as a photographer's assistant.  While I don't see it going anywhere, the idea seems...

...yielded no results on the female front, but it was fun to get out anyway and listen to what people are saying (health, kids, hooking up are the typical conversation topics).  Trying to be warm...

...to be with another.  As soon as one person compromises to "fit" into a relationship with another, the person who compromises feels boxed in, doomed, and ultimately blows up and has to be...

Beyond the obvious visual attributes...Physical.  One who is physical.  Very important.  Likes to exercise, likes to dance, likes sex, finds something physically attractive about me. ...

Videotaped a 100th birthday party, and it was very nice.  I was very cognizant of the birthday girl's state of mind...she seemed very much at peace, because she loves God, and trusts His will.  If...

Met some young guys on the production crew where we were filming commercials for a law firm in Miami, and we hit it off!  I fit right in!  With their particular brand of humor, and made a few crazy...

...as a new diet routine assuming she makes it through all this chemo she has to undergo this year to quell her cancer.  Naturally, right now, eating spicy food is the worst thing for her weak,...

Had to create an outtakes reel for a couple of table interviews, where I pass a microphone around and people say "congrats, best wishes, have fun on your honeymoon" and all the usual jazz/crapola,...

...I continually gravitate toward DARKNESS (in my soul)?  Is it because the Dark Side seems stronger?  Or that the Good Side requires so much more work and is exhausting?  I dunno, but I fall back...

Kind of a new philosophy I'm trying to adopt and maintain.  If we put half as much time and energy into doing something POSITIVE, helpful, loving, productive, working to achieve goals, as we do into...

Shower's in, just needs the sliding door, toilet's installed, vanity and sink will go into the bathroom tomorrow, tile is fully laid down and grouted, bedroom is back in order...I have a place to...

The place is painted, the shower is almost completely installed (we dodged the bullet on having to yank out the Durock on the faucet wall to fix a hot-water leak that was still there--simply...

...is almost finished!  My mom offered to pay for (!) a complete home rennovation for me, and, while I'm skittish about going into debt with my mother, I know my place needed it.  So, to the tune...

But about what?  That is the question.  Within the confines of very low budget and limited locations, something meaningful, on a relationship level, that also has a visual style and a sense of...