Jellybean222
Status: When I allow God in my life, I can do all things right and good through his strength
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So its been 3 years and 3 months.... it has been quite a journey.From walking around with the unbelievable throbbing pain in my head to the glassy eyes and just complete despair. After a few...
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Today I am 1 day Gambling FreeThings were getting close to perfect so I sabotaged myself... Nice! Maybe I'm supposed to be this pathological gambler.... It's my life lesson and the story of my...
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Today I am in pain....on the inside...screaming, but I'm the only one that can hear it. What if I just walked away, a million times...just walking away. Gambling has never been a friend, a crutch...
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Today I am coming from a place deep within my soul.I have tried and failed, tried and failed, continued to read books, join organisations and tried desperately to help myself out of my mess.Today I...
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So alone right now....Perhaps I deserve bad things happening to me.Just canoodled money out of my husband saying that it was for my credit card, along with pay day loans, long term loans, clothing...
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Perhaps today is the day that I am making the decision on a soul level to give up gambling! The hardest part of this journey with the great wins and the giganomous losses was my husband, the love of...
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Today I feel like there is no hope left. I've tried my very best to make ends meet but to no avail...Do you think there's hope for the broken and fallen?I don't feel bitterness...but I do feel the...
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How lonely the walk of shame is...Rest in peace my April Salary, we glimpsed at each other from my bank account and was so swiftly gone before I could blink! Now for the interesting phone calls, hate...