hiddenaway1
Status: stable!!:):)
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- crisis team trying to get me a cpn. I feel so shit. someone wants to beat up my bf im worried ick. A few days my bf was chased by another car with the person in car called micheal who want's to beat him up:( i cant deal with this. Also when i was...
- Im so lost i dont know what to do no more. I feel so so crap out my mind. keep crying on and of and drinking more just wish the pain would numb for a bit. i dont know what to do no more apart from sit on my bed and cry and drink
- I feel so alone in what im going threw right now. I just wanna curl up in a ball and cry loads. I dont know what to do no more ive had some help but now i got hardly none i got a group i go to on thursdays called complex needs thy dont help atall...
- tonight i wanna scream. I hate this shit house parents treating me like crap i cant cope with al this shit. Parnts want me to tidy whole house tommorow. Its fucking saturday so they can fuck f i done it all week. tommorow i have plans. I have a life...
- I sat here thinking who can i turn to no one apart from a stupid laptop. :( yeah i can post in here but is this really gona help me get treatment i need no:( But i just cant focus or anything just feel so low i cant laff or smile and im stuck in a...
- Sat here thinking im such a falier i never got to do what i loved most. Now i dont even love it. All i do now is cry and cry and fight and fight. Im scared there is gonna be a one day where i cant fight anymore. My docs put me bk on my prozac and...
- When i was 13 years of age i was anerexic now im getting all them thoughts bk on and doing it all again having the thoughts. I aint eating much a day v little im eating. Doc put me bk to see a nutristion person now about it all:( this sucks scared...
- I cant cope without cutting no more its haunting me im failing each day. I forgot how good it felt to cut.Im sorry peeps im failing
- Im sorry but i dont know if im gonna be on here much longer another week i think then im gonna stop coming on here. I just cant seem to help anyone so why should i be on here now i cant even hep myself no more as im far to gone. sorry i do love ya...
- I want my life to just stop and end. I cant carry on feeling like this one thing after another keep popping up:( i just wanna run and run and never come bk. I just cant hack life right now., I wanna be my old self laghing and joking without even...
- im feeling so so alone like i hsouldnt be heree. maybe my life would be better if i was not on this earth sounds resable to me:( things screwing up coz im on this dam world. wanna just go jump of the shopping centre. Yesterday i was walking in the...
- Im so annotyed I visited where i use to live in kidderminster. I was having an ace day then the ngiht came and i got my suitcase stolen it had my laptop in it and my clothes and stuff:( I felt so so annoyed. how could they do that to me:( I keep...
- Im feeling so low. already burnt my skin without my mate knwoing. Hmm wanna curl up in a ball and just sleep. I would love it if my brain would shut up with the vitions i see. also hearing voices trying to keep myself busy though so they not bad as...
- hmm so so wanna cut again or even take an od. No point me being on this earth i only got one reason to keep alive the rest id ont have. Loads ppl have futures and what they wanna do well my mind is blank now i cant look into the future. HMM whre is...
- I have not self harmed in like a few months then i end up cutting today :( im a failer grrrrrrrrrrr when can i stop crying pls pls i wanna stop this pain so much.