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tonight i wanna scream. I hate this shit house parents treating me like crap i cant cope with al this shit. Parnts want me to tidy whole house tommorow. Its fucking saturday so they can fuck f i done...

im feeling so shit. just wanna not wake up. throw me in a ditch and i wouldnt care less right now. mydad really not helping. its like his punishing me as i cant work he keeps telling me to clean...

I am soorry people for not updating much on me as i would like to i just cant but here is a little update on me. I not had weed in a week and my God its so hard to not full bk at the weed and take it...

I met up with a lovely DS person tonight was great. She was so nice to chat to:). And yes we was both so so nervouse about meeting but it all turned out all fine in the end and chatted for few...

tonight i wanna scream. I hate this shit house parents treating me like crap i cant cope with al this shit. Parnts want me to tidy whole house tommorow. Its fucking saturday so they can fuck f i done...

im feeling so shit. just wanna not wake up. throw me in a ditch and i wouldnt care less right now. mydad really not helping. its like his punishing me as i cant work he keeps telling me to clean...

I am soorry people for not updating much on me as i would like to i just cant but here is a little update on me. I not had weed in a week and my God its so hard to not full bk at the weed and take it...

I met up with a lovely DS person tonight was great. She was so nice to chat to:). And yes we was both so so nervouse about meeting but it all turned out all fine in the end and chatted for few...

well today i got up at 1pm. not been upto much to be hinest. my feelings all jumbled up and cant talk to anyone about it right now.  just chiling out now.

well got woken up at 11:30am by paul saying thAT his going to his mates to get some black shoes so i saidn ok i wasnt in best of moods when i looked at time paul run fast out this flat as he knws i...

Well got woken up at 9am by my alarm this morning got things to do. Now im sitting in the libuary going to leave at 11:30 and start walking to mental health hospital hmmm. well Im so bored in this...

Well today for a change i got up at 12:30 was impressive for me im normaly in bed till 3ish opps.  I only got up as i had to do things in town today. Its so hot and i having to wear long sleeve was...

Well got woken up at 9am by my alarm this morning got things to do. Now im sitting in the libuary going to leave at 11:30 and start walking to mental health hospital hmmm. well Im so bored in this...

Well today for a change i got up at 12:30 was impressive for me im normaly in bed till 3ish opps.  I only got up as i had to do things in town today. Its so hot and i having to wear long sleeve was...

 So think this is my first eating journal. This first time im gonna open up about my eating this is hard. I use to be anerexic when i was younger! i got out of it. now its all coming back but worse...