EmeliaK

A year ago I would have never imagined my life would be where it is now. And if I went through everything I did last summer again, I honestly don't think I could do it. I have come such a long way...

I feel like I have no control. I felt powerless during my attacks, but even when he isnt raping me I feel like I have no control. I need counseling, I know I do but I HATE it with a passion. I HATE...

I cant even describe how I feel. Words cant take the place of fear or anger or being alone. I feel torn and confused. I dont know what I want anymore. I know I want to leave, but where is the...

I prayed tonight, long and hard just like I did last night and all the nights before. I forgot who I am and how to even live anymore. I can stare at a blank wall for hours and still feel a huge...

I have a story. Its a story about a time in my life that changed everything. It made me silent and angry, scared and alone, it made me feel guilty, ashamed and completely lost in a world I felt I had...

I feel like I have no control. I felt powerless during my attacks, but even when he isnt raping me I feel like I have no control. I need counseling, I know I do but I HATE it with a passion. I HATE...

I cant even describe how I feel. Words cant take the place of fear or anger or being alone. I feel torn and confused. I dont know what I want anymore. I know I want to leave, but where is the...

I prayed tonight, long and hard just like I did last night and all the nights before. I forgot who I am and how to even live anymore. I can stare at a blank wall for hours and still feel a huge...

I have a story. Its a story about a time in my life that changed everything. It made me silent and angry, scared and alone, it made me feel guilty, ashamed and completely lost in a world I felt I had...

So lately I have been gaining weight back and I hate it! I know that I have been gaining but its all ok because I know that I will lose all of it again very easily but its going to take a couple of...

Rrrr I just wanna run away and die!! I cant do this anymore... Im so tired and I just want to run into someones arms and cry. I want someone there for me and to know they care. Im on my last edge and...

Im emotionally tired now. I know because im at the point where I feel so woren out, I dont know how I feel anymore and really I dont care. My bulimia is not doing any better. Lately its gotten worse...

I feel like I have no control. I felt powerless during my attacks, but even when he isnt raping me I feel like I have no control. I need counseling, I know I do but I HATE it with a passion. I HATE...

I cant even describe how I feel. Words cant take the place of fear or anger or being alone. I feel torn and confused. I dont know what I want anymore. I know I want to leave, but where is the...

I prayed tonight, long and hard just like I did last night and all the nights before. I forgot who I am and how to even live anymore. I can stare at a blank wall for hours and still feel a huge...