I just wanna...

Rrrr I just wanna run away and die!! I cant do this anymore... Im so tired and I just want to run into someones arms and cry. I want someone there for me and to know they care. Im on my last edge and im over all of this shit in my life! I want happiness now and Im afraid where im at now may not be it. I am so tired of being the let-down. Im so tired of people thinking of me as a train wreck. So freakin tired!