This is the end or beginning as I know it.
Today I will stay calm at all time. Mary will be home or not in 6 hours or so. So I will take it smooth today. My sister in law trying to convince me to stay with my wife. I am done with it. I have love her even in bad times. She accuse me of using her. I you kidding me? But a new day is coming and I will be in another mess. I will take it one day at a time. I am one day closer to going home. I don't know what to expect. Even when I get home and start working. I will only pull about 2000 a month. But I am excited. I hope that my family will respect my views. I hope maybe another woman will find an interest in me. I will not apologize anymore to her. I was calm today concerning my anger.
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One day at a time is all we can take it. Glad to see you putting some thoughts down on the journal, it\'s helped me tremendously. It\'s not up to anyone but you two to decide whether you should stay in the marriage or not, but improving how you handle your anger will also improve your life. I really believe that.