Coley1989
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- I have been a member of this website for quite some time. However, I stopped visiting after "recovery" (if you can even call it that) and haven't been back for.. well what feels like ages now. I have reached a point in my life where I'm happy with...
- I have been doing so well, since this summer I have been healthy, I gained all my weight back and having been doing well. I came back to school and well the pressure has gotten to me, I had a few slips but I kept on going and now I am just finding...
- I haven't posted in a while, and I just felt this today so I figured I'd post it and see if anyone responds. I know my girl Blues will prolly ;)I feel that every time I watch tv, there is always something on about eating disorders. Granted I watch...
- So I am enrolled in an Introduction to Personality class. It is a lot of fun, we study many past psychologist and their theories on personalities. Well I am currently studying Karen Horney and we have an assignment that I am having a hard time with....
- So it's been a while since I've been able to eat anything and keep it down. Today was the day. I just don't understand why I feel so bad about it. Why should someone feel bad about eating. I had to pinky promise my roommate that I would keep this...
- So I was in the nurses office at my college wait for my friend and i noticed that there were pamphlets on the wall. One was called Eating disorders and had a picture of FORKS AND KNIVES!! There also was one on Bulimia and it had A SCALE ON THE...
- It has been a long time since I have posted something. I am having a hard time right now. I'm a sophomore in college and have a huge work load. I have my boyfriend and roommate ganging up on me. I love them so much for everything they do, but it...
- Have any of you got into an argument with someone and felt so numb at one point that anything they said or did couldn't hurt you... like you just wanted them to scream at you and yell at you just saying what they felt... I had a huge argument with...
- So just a few weeks ago, I got caught drinking and of course I am underage so now I have to go through a diversion program. This, essentially, is where you go through counseling, pay deterrent fee, refrain from usage of any illegal substance and do...
- Not sure if a lot of you know my whole story, but to keep it brief, I've had ED for about 5 years now, and that whole time I told NO ONE. In college, however, I told my room mate and one of my best friends. As I felt more comfortable talking about...
- I have been gaining weight lately. It is very very frustrating, although I physically feel better, I hate so much what the scale is revealing. I start making goals for myself, very unhealthy ones and I know its not good but just want to lose lose...
- So today I had a salad with grilled chicken and I hate the whole thing. It was amazing. It was hard to keep it down, I did the whole pacing back and forth thing for about 30 minutes but I did it! I felt pretty damn proud of myself!! Thought I would...
- Despite the fact that I have stopped purging, I just don't eat now. I am so unhappy with my life right now. My mom is mad with me because of my piercing and I am missing all my friends from school. I don't think I've every felt like this. I just...
- I got my tongue pierced three days ago. I got this for mainly two reasons... one because I thought it fit me pretty well and I am addicting to piercings, and two because I thought it would help me with my purging. In the last 3 days, I have purged...
- I am so tired, with finals coming up, and my eating disorder, I am just mentally, physically and above all emotionally exhausted. I feel like I could cry just all the time. All I want to do is talk about my ED but I just feel my friends are getting...