I am so tired, with finals coming up, and my eating disorder, I am just mentally, physically and above all emotionally exhausted. I feel like I could cry just all the time. All I want to do is talk about my ED but I just feel my friends are getting tired of it. They keep pushing me to get help but I don't want it. I don't know what to do any more. I am on the verge of a break down, Maybe that is what I need, that and SOME SLEEP. All I do is study, I've been dong projects and research papers. No time for FUN. I just need a break from everything, I can't seem to ever get one. When I go to eat, thats not a break to me because all I worry about is what I put down my throat and when I can bring it back up again. UGH, I hate this disease and am hating all the goings on in my life right now!!!!!!
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