It has been a long time since I have posted something. I am having a hard time right now. I'm a sophomore in college and have a huge work load. I have my boyfriend and roommate ganging up on me. I love them so much for everything they do, but it gets hard hearing them talk about me right in front of me ya know. Voice their concerns and what not. IDK I know this is selfish but that is part of the disease. Sometimes I wish they let me go... but other times I want them to notice how much pain I am in. I feel like I want them to bring me to the hospital and just make me go. It is so hard I don't know what I want... it's just so hard sometimes. I hate that I am putting them thru tihs to begin with ya know.... I just don't know what I need.....
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