katsupsidedown
Status: Lonely, down and out, Praying for a pick me up. Sad, just sad...
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Today is a busy day. I am glad to have things to do. When I am not busy I have too much time to think. The kids are back in school and it makes for a quiet house which I don't like at all. My ex....
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Many things are crumbling around me. The devil sure knows how to hit me hard...My oldest boy continues to go downhill in health...And the state says he can not get any health insurance...So we...
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As far as my mood...I am in a good state of mind today...But everyone in the house, including me...are sick...For about a week now my 3 sons and myself are feeling terrible. But in these cases I can...
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How is a big word. For me, today it means so much. How can I make myself get motivated to do the simpliest things? Taking a shower, doing the laundry, anything that is so simply, to me is so hard. I...
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If only "Calgon" really could take me away. But away from what?...I don't know...All I know is today was a good day...I visited friends...cooked home-made chili and watched a good movie...But here...
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By some shear luck, the rain is gone today. The sun is shinning and the birds are singing. I don't feel well because of no sleep. But I am staying in a possitive mind set as best I can. My panic...
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It's still raining, the clouds are grey, the roads are flooded, I have a headache, but you know what?...It's not about how the day is or even that I have a headache, it's about how I choice to react...
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Its late and everyone in the house is asleep but me. As most nights I have a headache. The quiet seems to act as if it is miracle-grow for my nerves. My mind wonders in circles. But I will keep...
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I love to hear the rain on the roof and the scent of the fresh air. But the grey clouds are there only to remind me of how lonely I feel. I know to some it might sound silly to say that I am lonely...
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No matter how good the day, the night is still horrible!!!Today I am, as is most days, lonely. But when a day is followed by a night of terror in dreams, it makes the day seem even worse than most. I...
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I can't believe it, a doctors visit without being depressed afterwards. No good news or anything like that, as a matter of fact I am now a border-line dietabetic, but we talked about dieting and lift...
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Its that time again to try and sleep. My mind just won't let my soul rest. The past has a hold on me and is squeezing so hard that sometimes it is hard to breath. I know that we should forgive and...
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My soul in gittery. Tomorrow is always hard for me. Doctor. A word meant to sooth and comfort. But for me it means "nerves on edge". What will happen? How will I handle it? So for today I will try to...
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The night was shorter than most. The air was heavy drifting into my bedroom window. The darkness serves as a force of energy to enpower my loneliness. At least my usual nightmares did not find me.
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