katsupsidedown
Status: Lonely, down and out, Praying for a pick me up. Sad, just sad...
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Its late and everyone in the house is asleep but me. As most nights I have a headache. The quiet seems to act as if it is miracle-grow for my nerves. My mind wonders in circles. But I will keep...
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I love to hear the rain on the roof and the scent of the fresh air. But the grey clouds are there only to remind me of how lonely I feel. I know to some it might sound silly to say that I am lonely...
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No matter how good the day, the night is still horrible!!!Today I am, as is most days, lonely. But when a day is followed by a night of terror in dreams, it makes the day seem even worse than most. I...
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I can't believe it, a doctors visit without being depressed afterwards. No good news or anything like that, as a matter of fact I am now a border-line dietabetic, but we talked about dieting and lift...
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Its that time again to try and sleep. My mind just won't let my soul rest. The past has a hold on me and is squeezing so hard that sometimes it is hard to breath. I know that we should forgive and...
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My soul in gittery. Tomorrow is always hard for me. Doctor. A word meant to sooth and comfort. But for me it means "nerves on edge". What will happen? How will I handle it? So for today I will try to...
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The night was shorter than most. The air was heavy drifting into my bedroom window. The darkness serves as a force of energy to enpower my loneliness. At least my usual nightmares did not find me.
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With a wink of my eye and a Kiss on my cheek, my friends and God have Gotten me through so much...This site has wonderfull dear people that keep going through so much wihile sharing a shoulder for...
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Well now, how to begin?...I have been falling down a lot lately...I can't feel my feet very well so I trip easily and I am a big woman so I fall hard...but you know what...its OK...I will get through...
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I searched my soul and you know what I found, ?...emptienss...Not surprissing at all to me...But then I started to read the Bible again and I realized what I was missing in my life was our Father in...
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It's cold... I love the cold weather...I miss having someone to share the warm blankets with but all I have to do is get up early in the morning and look outside and see the beautifull sparkling...
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This is hard for me to do, but I am going to do it, and keep trying untill I achive it.Peace in my soul...My panic attacks are getting worse. I don't want to go to sleep at night because of...
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I live 2 sides of my sole. On one side I am happy. I smile and greet people with smiles, hellos, thankyous ect...I do what I can do to help anyone. I love life. But on the other side of my sole, I am...
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I am going to pain-management now...I have had 2 sets of shots in my lower back to numb the nerves. The shots are very painfull but it is worth it...I can walk a little bit less painfull with each...
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