Memories...

Its that time again to try and sleep. My mind just won't let my soul rest. The past has a hold on me and is squeezing so hard that sometimes it is hard to breath. I know that we should forgive and forget, and for the most part I have forgiven many things in the past but how does one forget. I gain strenght through pray. And thank god I still have 3 sons at home. Their pretty well grown but at least they occupy my mind durning the day so that my thoughts can't wonder. Oh Well, just feeling lonely tonight.