katsupsidedown
Status: Lonely, down and out, Praying for a pick me up. Sad, just sad...
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How is a big word. For me, today it means so much. How can I make myself get motivated to do the simpliest things? Taking a shower, doing the laundry, anything that is so simply, to me is so hard. I...
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If only "Calgon" really could take me away. But away from what?...I don't know...All I know is today was a good day...I visited friends...cooked home-made chili and watched a good movie...But here...
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By some shear luck, the rain is gone today. The sun is shinning and the birds are singing. I don't feel well because of no sleep. But I am staying in a possitive mind set as best I can. My panic...
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It's still raining, the clouds are grey, the roads are flooded, I have a headache, but you know what?...It's not about how the day is or even that I have a headache, it's about how I choice to react...
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Its late and everyone in the house is asleep but me. As most nights I have a headache. The quiet seems to act as if it is miracle-grow for my nerves. My mind wonders in circles. But I will keep...
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I love to hear the rain on the roof and the scent of the fresh air. But the grey clouds are there only to remind me of how lonely I feel. I know to some it might sound silly to say that I am lonely...
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No matter how good the day, the night is still horrible!!!Today I am, as is most days, lonely. But when a day is followed by a night of terror in dreams, it makes the day seem even worse than most. I...
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I can't believe it, a doctors visit without being depressed afterwards. No good news or anything like that, as a matter of fact I am now a border-line dietabetic, but we talked about dieting and lift...
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Its that time again to try and sleep. My mind just won't let my soul rest. The past has a hold on me and is squeezing so hard that sometimes it is hard to breath. I know that we should forgive and...
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My soul in gittery. Tomorrow is always hard for me. Doctor. A word meant to sooth and comfort. But for me it means "nerves on edge". What will happen? How will I handle it? So for today I will try to...
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The night was shorter than most. The air was heavy drifting into my bedroom window. The darkness serves as a force of energy to enpower my loneliness. At least my usual nightmares did not find me.
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How is a big word. For me, today it means so much. How can I make myself get motivated to do the simpliest things? Taking a shower, doing the laundry, anything that is so simply, to me is so hard. I...
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If only "Calgon" really could take me away. But away from what?...I don't know...All I know is today was a good day...I visited friends...cooked home-made chili and watched a good movie...But here...
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By some shear luck, the rain is gone today. The sun is shinning and the birds are singing. I don't feel well because of no sleep. But I am staying in a possitive mind set as best I can. My panic...
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It's still raining, the clouds are grey, the roads are flooded, I have a headache, but you know what?...It's not about how the day is or even that I have a headache, it's about how I choice to react...
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