Dreams
My dream life has become out of hand... This evening I had the most horrific dream regarding a friend who was on trial and something she was accused of doing...
I was asked to be a witness, but only because of an ugly rumour started by one of her defense associates in the trial...
I had nothing to offer the defense nor the prosecution in regards to the matter...
All I had was an intense hatred for the associate as, apparently, our battle had been raging for some time, and the last effort on her part happened to be the most recent...
I began to knock her down verbally... Very wickedly and without remorse... Saying things I would never say to someone, speaking words I would never allow my lips to say... I forced her to wear a shroud around her face as I said she was intolerably ugly to the point of not being able to be looked upon...
Such immense hatred... Venom... Uncontrollable rage... Horrible...
It leads me to wonder what is actually inside of myself and how do I hold on to that which remains...
I was asked to be a witness, but only because of an ugly rumour started by one of her defense associates in the trial...
I had nothing to offer the defense nor the prosecution in regards to the matter...
All I had was an intense hatred for the associate as, apparently, our battle had been raging for some time, and the last effort on her part happened to be the most recent...
I began to knock her down verbally... Very wickedly and without remorse... Saying things I would never say to someone, speaking words I would never allow my lips to say... I forced her to wear a shroud around her face as I said she was intolerably ugly to the point of not being able to be looked upon...
Such immense hatred... Venom... Uncontrollable rage... Horrible...
It leads me to wonder what is actually inside of myself and how do I hold on to that which remains...
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