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I have not been here for so long.... but now is the time that I need to write.... I am loosing my mom in just days or weeks. She is in end stage renal failure. I love her so. I can't see my life...

Yesterday, I came to realize I have no more strength to deal with me health.  I need a break from it all. I don't know for how long, but a break. I know I am not crazy, but I am crazed, too many...

Today, will be tough. I will get the news of how the diagnosis and treatment will go for the my thyroid cancer. I want to thank my friends Nina and Julia for being their with their words and other...

Today...I wish I did not feel all alone. But I am adjusting, I have always like to balance my life between being alone and being apart of a group of friends. Hey I have DID, so I am rally never...

Yesterday and today have been two of the most painful days I have had in a couple of weeks. Two nights ago I had no sleep. It was the awful pain that woke me up I cried big tears. There was nothing I...

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Today started out ok. Paid some bills, went for my daily walk and played with my dog and cat. Talk to my friend Nina, I hope things went well for her and her family today. I got myself ready for my...

2:30am Sunday, I woke up to unbearable pain, everywhere. It made me cry. I don't know what else to do. I am seeing a cranio-sacral therapist I will see her again Tuesday, at least for that hour and a...

I have spoken to my special friend today, she has a big day ahead of her today. She is taking her son to a respite center for the first time for a overnight stay she is going to stay with him on his...

I am so glad today is Friday..... I have had such a busy week. A large range of emotions. My cousin coming a visiting me. Then another counsin passing away, her father having two major strokes. Then...

Yesterday was sad my cousin went home to Maryland. When I got home I got news from DC that another cousin had died of Ovarian Cancer and her father had two major strokes the day before. I am so sad...

Yesterday was just awesome! But very tiring. Did my early morning walk. Went to pick up Mary. Mary, my daughter Izzybelle and son Earl all went out to breakfast. We had just a wonderful time. Then...

My cousin Mary arrived yesterday... it was good to see her! She looks great for 62. We hugged and hugged at the airport. I took her to her hotel where she checked in. Then I took her home she was...

Thursday 8/16/07Happy Birthday Geroldo....I am having a lot of pain today and in a fog. But this my life. Getting ready for my family member to arrive tomorrow for Maryland/Washington, DC. I am so...

Tuesday 8/14 Today I woke up at 2:30 am. pain was everywhere. Started my daily ritual of feeding the animals, having my tea. Using this time to get intouch with mind, body and soul. Then what I...