I am so glad today is Friday..... I have had such a busy week. A large range of emotions. My cousin coming a visiting me. Then another counsin passing away, her father having two major strokes. Then getting my little guy ready to go to college. That one tore my heart from my chest, leaving a large open wound. He has been away at a private boarding school for four years. But this feels different. He left on Wednesday, he has called a total of 11 times. just wanting nothing really at all. My pain level has been really bad. Today the fibrofog and the exhaultion is taking over. I do what I can, nothing more. it is very sad. I have never been in this shape before. I would not wish this on my worst enemy.
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i am so sorry you are in such bad shape .our emotions add to all our pain.i remember when my son left for college i cryed for a week .then i relized he was coming home .and he started calling less and when he called he sounded so happy .and some weekends he would surprise me and come home and the school yr would go really fast and before you know it it was over and he was home for the summer.and the next yr it got alittle easier.and the next he decided he didnt want to go away .so he didnt.he stayed home and went localy.its ok to be sad.it is sad.but it will be ok he will come home again.in one way or another....love marie please take care of your self.