My cousin Mary arrived yesterday... it was good to see her! She looks great for 62. We hugged and hugged at the airport. I took her to her hotel where she checked in. Then I took her home she was really happy to see Nancy in such good condition or at least better than the last time. I got a phone call from the Pain Clinc, my MRI results are in..... I am getting so tired of this whole let's get you feeling better... It is only making it worse for me. I have 1 bulging disc, 1 ruptured disc and spinal spondolosis along with fibro/myofascial syndromes. I feel like a ticking time bomb. About to blow up. I have to keep going, there is no one to really help us if I fall apart. The sad thing is I feel like I don't know how long I can keep up with this battle I am getting to tired to keep going forward. but this too shall pass. I am finding it harder and harder to even like myself/love myself. To all of you out there take good care..... I am just having a pitty party. I am enjoying the hugs and your thoughts.... that has been a good feeling. Have a Great Day All of You......Lilith :o)
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i know how hard it is to keep things going sometimes when things just seem to be falling apart .living with pain day in ad day out is so hard.pitty party are good i have many of them .they are nessasary.and this to shall pass and it always does .hugs hugs .love marie .take care of yourself.
I\'m so glad you and your cousin got to see each other after a long time. You need some bright spots in your life. Although I\'ve never seen Mary... she sounded very nice on the phone.
The MRI result must have been such a hard blow to you... So many bad things happening... and still you remain standing- YOU\'RE AMAZING! I\'m here for you in the tiny ways that I can.
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