krm

 I started coming around a little bit, still in and out a lot. I remember  lot of people standing around my bed, hoping I would come out of it, cause everybody thought I was going to die. I was...

 April 16,2006. Just another day, drinking my beer, minding my business. Wife pissed off again, Oh well. Early in the evening, I started to have some stomach pain, nothing serious but agrivating. I...

 I said in my last entry that now I could drink all I wanted and get paid for it. That is excactly what I did. As time went on, so did the drinking. Now I also had to deal with my very upset wife....

 I am happy and very proud to inform everyone of the arrival of my first grandaughter !! Taysia was born at 12:23 this morning weighing in at 6 lbs. 15 ounces. Once again life is good.

 I forgot to mention last time, that my daughter was born between getting back from the west and getting my steady job. Anyway a beautiful June morning I was summoned to the office, nothing out of...

 It took a while after returning home from the west, but I finally landed a job. I was a welder for a train car company. After about a year and a half I was offered a supervisor's job. I accepted...

 At the time of that accident I was a factory worker. I moved on and started work on a pipeline. Major change. I was making money like never before, things were going great. After the pipeline, I...

 The next significant thing in my life, was meeting a beautiful young woman who became my wife. She is beautiful to this day, but we are certainly having our ups and downs. After we married, things...

 The first time I remember being really drunk. I was sitting in a restaraunt and I passed out, my head on the table. I remember being awoken and lookin up at a cop sitting across the table from me....

 A couple of things need to be clarified at this point. As a child I didn't attend much  school. I would come up with any excuse and get away with it so I could stay home. I think it as from lack...

 I need to start this from the beginning since, I believe, it is the main reason I am where I am today good or bad. I was raised in a rural area in southern ontario, the second of 9 kids. We were a...

I was talking with a friend last nigh who suggested I write more in my journal. I have thought about it a lot today and decided that I should tell my story from start to finish. I'm hoping that it...

Well the job thing seems to have gone south. Doing everything I can right now to keep my head up. Going up to see some people tomorrow to check on alternatives, like goin back to school or something....

I had a very nice weekend. Had friends over from Manitoba, had a lot of laughs, and I am realizing that I really can have true friends. There may not be many, but I will take quality over qauntity...

No job yet, got to check back again this afternoon. Yesterday my wife was being nice to me and in earnest told me that she thinks I have a mental problem. She thinks maybe a stroke or something when...