krm

 I need to start this from the beginning since, I believe, it is the main reason I am where I am today good or bad. I was raised in a rural area in southern ontario, the second of 9 kids. We were a...

I was talking with a friend last nigh who suggested I write more in my journal. I have thought about it a lot today and decided that I should tell my story from start to finish. I'm hoping that it...

Well the job thing seems to have gone south. Doing everything I can right now to keep my head up. Going up to see some people tomorrow to check on alternatives, like goin back to school or something....

I had a very nice weekend. Had friends over from Manitoba, had a lot of laughs, and I am realizing that I really can have true friends. There may not be many, but I will take quality over qauntity...

No job yet, got to check back again this afternoon. Yesterday my wife was being nice to me and in earnest told me that she thinks I have a mental problem. She thinks maybe a stroke or something when...

Looks like I'm going to be going back to work tomorrow. Won't know for sure till then, but things are lookin good. I probably won't be on much after I do go back, but there won't be many people miss...

I've got it in my mind that I should just get it overwith, go out, get drunk and prove to my wife that I can be a failure at everything !!!! She's gone out again and here I am. I really need to get...

Don't know if it's just the day, the last couple of days or just me, and to tell you the truth, I don't much care any more. Lots of people on here need help and I have reached out to a few, but it...

Feelng good today, just got back from my computer course and nobody home. An old fellow in my class needed some help to load a program on his computer. I went to his house to do it for him, but his...

I have been on this site for about a month and have met some nice people, and I appreciate them very much, however I think I wa putting the wrong kind of information in my journal, or putting it in...

I woke up early this morning and am feeling good. Clear head, I remember everything I did and said last night, no great excitment but it was a nice night spent with friends. I think of how many...

It's been a while since I have written anything and I have a few minutes so I thought I would. I have had a few bad years and this one has proven to be the worst. I havn't worked enough hours to even...

I just found out tonight that a guy I know (but don't particularly like)has a huge problem. He quit drinking a few years back, but didn't succeed. He has lots of money, he retired from one job and...

Tomorrow I start working. It's only for about 6 weeks, but better than nothing, and it pays well. I will feel like I'm making a contribution again and thats a good thing. With any luck at all, I will...

Well here I am now a comunity leader. I feel pretty good that I was chosen for the position. I'm not a person for abrupt changes anything that happens will be slow and probably unnoticed. I'm still...