krm

 I need to start this from the beginning since, I believe, it is the main reason I am where I am today good or bad. I was raised in a rural area in southern ontario, the second of 9 kids. We were a...

I was talking with a friend last nigh who suggested I write more in my journal. I have thought about it a lot today and decided that I should tell my story from start to finish. I'm hoping that it...

Well the job thing seems to have gone south. Doing everything I can right now to keep my head up. Going up to see some people tomorrow to check on alternatives, like goin back to school or something....

I had a very nice weekend. Had friends over from Manitoba, had a lot of laughs, and I am realizing that I really can have true friends. There may not be many, but I will take quality over qauntity...

No job yet, got to check back again this afternoon. Yesterday my wife was being nice to me and in earnest told me that she thinks I have a mental problem. She thinks maybe a stroke or something when...

Looks like I'm going to be going back to work tomorrow. Won't know for sure till then, but things are lookin good. I probably won't be on much after I do go back, but there won't be many people miss...

I've got it in my mind that I should just get it overwith, go out, get drunk and prove to my wife that I can be a failure at everything !!!! She's gone out again and here I am. I really need to get...

Don't know if it's just the day, the last couple of days or just me, and to tell you the truth, I don't much care any more. Lots of people on here need help and I have reached out to a few, but it...

Feelng good today, just got back from my computer course and nobody home. An old fellow in my class needed some help to load a program on his computer. I went to his house to do it for him, but his...

I have been on this site for about a month and have met some nice people, and I appreciate them very much, however I think I wa putting the wrong kind of information in my journal, or putting it in...

 It took a while after returning home from the west, but I finally landed a job. I was a welder for a train car company. After about a year and a half I was offered a supervisor's job. I accepted...

 At the time of that accident I was a factory worker. I moved on and started work on a pipeline. Major change. I was making money like never before, things were going great. After the pipeline, I...

 The next significant thing in my life, was meeting a beautiful young woman who became my wife. She is beautiful to this day, but we are certainly having our ups and downs. After we married, things...

 The first time I remember being really drunk. I was sitting in a restaraunt and I passed out, my head on the table. I remember being awoken and lookin up at a cop sitting across the table from me....

 A couple of things need to be clarified at this point. As a child I didn't attend much  school. I would come up with any excuse and get away with it so I could stay home. I think it as from lack...