Alone

I feel so alone the freind that I grew up with are too busy these days and I have a hard time meeting new freinds.  My dad or anybody on my dads side of the family couldn't give a shit what happens to me.  So I sit here every night alone with nobody I'm so afraid that this is the way the rest of my life will be.  I try to be postive and change the way that I think but everything I do I go right back to feeling the same way alone.