JimK
Status: Hi everyone! It's been a few years since I've been here on a regular basis, but I'm giving it one more try. Things look a lot different. I don't know if that's good or bad. I recognize a few names from the past. I'll try contacting in the coming days.
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I have met 50% of my goal to stop suicidal plans. This equals 196 days. Although I hve been very depressed lately, I have somehow managed to refrain from making suicidal plans. I am hopeful tht if...
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Although I have been struggling somewhat recently, I have now met 65% of my goal to stop using crack cocaine. Loneliness is my biggest trigger. I have tried very hard to be aware of this, and not let...
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008 – 4:30 P.M. A lot of things have been flittering around my mind, so I have not written much here. My mood has dropped down and I feel that I am in one of those cycles...
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Saturday, August 16, 2008 – 11A.M. Things seem to be going good this weekend. That is a big change. I saw my psychologist yesterday morning. We talked about my depression and the fact that...
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Thursday, August 14, 2008 – 11:15 A.M. Contrary to what some people may think, I am not cutting everyone out of my friends list. Some of those who are on the list are no longer with DS. Others,...
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I need to trim My Friends list down. There are more people on My Friends list than I can keep up with -- and some I haven't heard from in a LONG TIME. I have started trimming it down by...
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008 – 9:00 A.M. The day and date is the right one today. Someone accurately pointed out that in my journal yesterday; I had used Monday’s instead of Tuesday’s. I think...
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Monday, August 12, 2008 – 5:45 P.M. This was another one of those exasperating days, although not as bad as I had during the weekend. I had a physical therapy appointment at 11 A.M., so,...
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Monday, August 11, 2008 – 7:25 P.M. I spent most of yesterday going from one store to another looking for swimming trunks. Wal-mart did not have any, and even though I bought something else, it...
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Sunday, August 10, 2008 – 10:20 A.M. This has been somewhat of a crazy weekend, and I don’t expect it to get much better today. Friday night, we had a terrific thunderstorm, which...
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Friday, August 08, 2008 – 11:55 A.M. When I went to my physical therapy appointment yesterday morning, there was a surprise waiting for me. My therapist told me that my pool therapy would...
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Thursday, August 07, 2008 – 9:40 A.M. Now things have gone from bad to worse to horrible. Last night, another CNA (Renee) told me that she was quitting and moving out-of-state. That will be the...
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Wednesday, August 06, 2008 – 10:15 A.M. The director of staffing (Lydia) for my home health care agency came to see me after finishing work yesterday. She prepared dinner for me (reheating...
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008 – 4:50 P.M. Just when I thought life could not get much worse, it did. The best CNA I have helping me (Rachelle) has just taken a leave of absence because of a medical...
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Monday, August 04, 2008 – 3:30 P.M. I saw my social worker at the mental health clinic this morning. I’m not sure whether it was a good or bad session. That probably depends on your point of...
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