butterflyperfection

I feel like I'm trapped. I moved to a new city may 2014. I'm living on my own for the first time. I'm back in school & half way to having my grade 12 diploma. I've been feeling trapped for the past...

A lot has happened recently. Back in October (2013) my nanny was diagnosed with cancer. She was given 18 months to live, if she chose not to intervene. Her health decreased very quickly. She lost a...

I can't believe I'm feeling like this again. I'm trying sooo hard not to do anything but it's like my mind is screaming at me to do it, just once. My wrist is so itchy, I reeeally want to cut. I need...

It's that time of year again.The time of year that's soo stressful, sleepless nights thinking about the past & how I wish it would've carried on into the future & present.I'm trying intuitive eating,...

A few months ago me & my mom joined a gym, it is freaking amazing!! There's a sauna & a women's only gym :) I went last night & worked out for 2 hours!! I am so proud of myself :)----My aunt Heather...

Good News & Bad News; I haven't b/ped in about 2 months or so.. The end of November/beginning of December.. Christmas stress gets to me every single year.. __ I started to cut whenever I get...

So, my birthday is this wednesday (may 6).. here's what I've got planned; May 6th: get my nails donego out for dinnerbuy the shoes i've been eyeing for about a week now :)buy a personal cake (it's...

I just realized.. from reading old entries in my diary, that I have only purged ONCE!!!!since I've been put on this medication i'm on now, I haven't been taking the past few days.. I keep forgetting...

I didn't get to sleep last night or more like this morning around 6 or 7 ishI normally wake up through the night and i ended up waking up around 10am ishand went back to sleep a few mins later.....

MY MOM IS HOME!! :D :D :D :D I am sooo happy :) She bought me stuff to :P I got three pairs of jeans, two leggings, a purple teeshirt & a book of paper with an 'M' on them (my name starts with an M...

I went skating today, ate about a million hot dogs, half that of bags of chips, more then that of hot chocolate and barely spent any time on the ice hahaI was on my skates about three minutes, fell...

WooHoo!!I got invited to go to skating tomorrow, heheh I've been bugging my mom for WEEKS to take me & then her friend invited me today & she also invited me to go to Crystal Palace (a big indoor...