Ain\'t Life Grand? :D

I just realized.. from reading old entries in my diary, that I have only purged ONCE!!!!since I've been put on this medication i'm on now, I haven't been taking the past few days.. I keep forgetting :PI'm pretty proud that I've gone this long (I was put on metformin; october 22, 2008)I've thought about doing it but tried reeeeeeeally hard not to, i've even made myself go to sleep to keep my mind off of it, and won :DHA! Take THAT E.D!!!!Yes, I'm rubbing it in E.D's face that for once in yeeeeeears I've beaten him :)I'm up to 1 - 1 1/2 (small) meals a day, better then just 2 small snacks a day.If I keep it at the slow and steady rate it's going I should bet E.D (whether or not he's 'sleeping' or letting me win) in a few more years :)I'm  going to start excersising again (I quit excersising, among other things, when I had that preg. scare a few years back, because my workout was quite harsh on my body) sometime in the next few days, I need to get out and get some fresh air before I start feeling depressed again.For the first time in about 3 years I actually feel happy again, I feel like I have a permanant smile on my face :)My mom told me that her friend from work told her that she thought I looked good, that I was losing weight, and I am.. not intentionally but I'm losing a few pounds here and there.The only bad thing about losing weight is is that your boobs go first hahahaIt's almost been a year since I told my mom about my E.D and everything else.My niece will be one year old this summer, & my sister is having another baby in October :DMan, things are reeeeeally looking up for me in the past little while, I LOVE IT!! :D:D:D:D Give me a little update about you, how have you all been doing?  -Perfection <3