butterflyperfection

Somedays i wanna cry and somedays i wanna die... today was a mix.  Yet again, i didn't go to school today, i just don't care anymore.    Nothing makes sence to me anymore.   I was talking to...

Getting off the bus (after school) i was tripped by this idiot because aparrently i 'stole his seat on the bus'   i got soooo pissed that i just turned around and wailed on him like mad!     ...

It feels like my insides are bleeding :(    My back hurts sooooo bad i feel like crying, and i have a headache too, i had gym last class and we were playing basketball i wanted to play but i...

I just got home from babysitting overnight at my cousins, babysitting my two younger ones for the night.Before their dad left we all went on a bike ride and when i was putting the bike away i stepped...

:D hehe, you probally can't see this but i'm using this color because we have thee best weather ever today!!! I got to write a song in music and then in social studies i got to draw :D:D:D:DI am in...

OMG!!!I hate feeling this way, i'm scared to even friggin eat anything.My whole entire body hurts and i sleep alot lately, but i have a hard time getting to sleep...UGG!!!!What the fuck is wrong with...

Ramielle Malubay....... First Asian American Idol...Nuff said!

You try to change your life by changing who you are, new clothes, new hair cut and style, being nicer, being quieter, or even being louder.But no matter what you change, no matter how hard you try...

I saw the Public Health Nurse yesterday about my 'eating habits',... Yet another person forcing me to get help...She's nice and all, but i'm just tired of everyone telling me i need help, i don't...

Perfect color for how i'm feeling sickening puke green lol.I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me but it had better stop soon!So randomly i'll get, literally, waves of sickness.I thought i had...

Well, back to a depressed color  I got really pissed off at my brother yesterday because he said that i was eating too much, when i really don't, i just don't eat like a freaking health maniac!  I...

I thought that i would try a different color, a happier color  Vix has inspired me, to get a hamster   and possibly try to do some videos...Next time I babysit and get paid i'm going to go the pet...

Give me what i need to end this, i won't think twice, this time i'll go all the way. i can't stand to take another breath...  I want in, i want out, my body burns from the inside, out.  What does...

Today was our last day before march break and we had an activities day the whole day it was pretty awesome, and then in the afternoon we had a talent show and i sung  My Destiny by Katharine...

I was watching t.v today and my mom stayed home because she has a cold or a flu or whatever.. and i saw this bobbin of string on the coffee table and it had a needle in it, and i like sewing my skin...