Alphonsus

I remember growing older I remember ages five to ten I remember being slapped on playgrounds Walking and never knowing when       they would come Never a place to run   It's what all the...

My mood has been alarmingly stable of late.  It has to be the Abilify that is making the difference.  More in control. More confident.  Less numb.  More motivated.  This can all only be a good...

Tired but in a good mood.  Muscles sore from excercise. The Abilify is definately making a difference.  I can't remember ever feeling quite like this. Not sleeping quite as well with it.  Oh...

Not sure.  Does exhausted count as a mood. ;) It's been a very laborious Labor Day weekend.  I'm actually rather proud of all that I managed to accomplish.  I started building a workbench,...

My mood, basically, sucks.

Just thinking of the way I felt between, say, seventh grade and the completion of my undergraduate years of college.  It says something that this song still resonates so deeply with me.  There's...

I remember being young and full of youth and spriteAnd every day I woke up and burst out to the lightAnd all my dreams and complex schemes to stand on top the worldAnd every thought a new soul bought...

What the hell is wrong with me? , or Is it reallynot so much myself as it is the nature of society?  Society is structured in such a way that I don't "fit?" I look around and it doesn't seem as if...

It took 9 minutes for my computer at work to boot up this morning. I spent those 9 minutes staring at the screen. 9 minutes. It takes about 9 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the...

'Twas sad and a wee bit upsetting here on DS today. It is sad to see so much infighting on the boards.  Frightening, to an extent.  We like to call it drama, but drama is really just a kind word...

My wife felt horrible the night before last...stomach.  I didn't sleep and felt horrible yesterday morning.  I let a good friend down last night.  Horrible squared. I just want to go home and...

Through various experiments over the holiday weekend, the exact nature of which I shan't go in to detail about, I have discovered that I seem to be completely immune to the effects of the cannabis...

Life isn't about taking the safe path all the time, is it? Fear is a given.  That which holds us back is that which we fear, and there is always something to fear, isn't there? There really is...

Today's fog index was low...I felt relatively clear headed.  Call it a seven.  Mood was ok to good.  Productivity was very low.  Call it a 2.  Perhaps I suffer from some kind of OCD.  The...

One can always learn new things about oneself, can't one? DS has a way of conveying moods...green happy faces...yellow ok faces, and red sad faces.  This is, of course, laughably over-simplified...