Just a general update, sans purple prose or rhyming claptrap. My life has not been going too bad in general.  My boss has been riding me hard, but I think that this is something I need as I'm getting more work done than I have in years.  I'm still can't seem to make myself thrilled with my job, but I can tolerate it and go to work without dread. My wife and I have settled quite comfortably into her infidelity.  She is much nicer than she was and seems almost sane most of the time.  She says she loves both of us, which I have no reason to doubt.  She's a hypocrite in that she won't allow me the same latitude that I've allowed her.  The situation, therefore, is ultimately untenable.  I have no idea how things will turn out, but I'm quite sure they would turn out disastrous were I to intervene at this point.  I will wait for time to work its magic and then go from there. I've been rather dry creatively, and emotionally I've been down, but I'm forcing myself to interact with the world again which helps.  Again, time is the key to my mood.  At least I don't quite feel as dead and as numb now that I'm on the Abilify. That's enough jabber for now.

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I enjoyed that jabber. Glad abilify is helping. peace~