day by day

Still in this haze of anxiety ,it gets me down,and the lonliness is terrible .need to keep fighting it and keep busy,what a fucking nightmare.Im eating alot better foods now fresh vegetables and chicken but no red meat,feeling slightly better for doing that,im walking most days with dogs and thats good too,but im avoiding getting into any relationships when i do have opportunities,cant take that hurt again so im staying safe for now anyway.Life seems meaningless right now,but it will change in the future,im doing well for now.