Punkee
Status: ::Everything's made to be broken; I just want you to know who I am::
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- Helplessness? Hopelessness?I don't know.Where to begin..I feel like a failure..I feel like a jerk.I feel like I quit everything I do.I feel like I won't have a successful life.I feel like there is no reason I am here.I feel like I have no purpose in...
- I've had one of the worst day's of my life.I find out that I have a preliminary hearing tomorrow morning (which i refuse to go to), which my mom and i got into a fight about, and, i found out later that two really good friends of mine were arrested...
- "How many bullets are left, Chino? Enough for you, and you? All of you. You all killed him! And my brother, and Riff. Not with bullets and guns - with hate. Well, I can kill too because now I have hate! How many can I kill, Chino? How many and still...
- Okay, so lately I've been sleeping WAY too much. And I know, just by that sentence, some of you may be thinking "Oh, it's what depression does to you".I thought about that.But I don't think it's the depression because even on my best of days (And...
- right. so you know, a few hours ago, I was sitting here perfectly happy. then, i started reminising(sp) about the past and BAM. now i feel really depressed. and i feel like my old SI habbits are going to kick back in. i dont want to be like this.....
- okay, so. This is completely unrelated to depression..and I appologize for the question here, but I know no where else to ask.So, I'm trying to post a video journal. And the audio picks up. But it says it can't find my cam...so i have no picture,...
- Im FAT. Im UGLY. I want it gone! ALL OF IT. I want someone to care about me like they care about my skinny friends. I HATE being 16 and 100 couple pounds overweight. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE IT! I just want to cut it all off of me. I need to be...
- Today was a really crappy day. And when i finally just now got home, i feel the worst. i feel neglected. i feel like im going to cry. I feel angst. I feel the need to drop and sleep forever. i feel tired, fatigued. I feel like i cant handle all im...
- does anyone else have tan lines from wearing long sleeves all summer?? and if people see them, what do you tell them?
- Okay, so i used to be an SIer for about 3 years or so. i have horrible scars on my arms that i constantly hide. two of my friends were also "cutters" but never have to hide any marks because they never cut enough to bleed. in my eyes, i influence...
- by all my friends. even on DS..i havent talked to any of my "close" friends on DS in a long time. i dont get it. why is it something always starts so great, then it just kind of dwindles away as time goes on? my friends in real life just hypocrits...
- To never fully get over the death of a pet..?Serioualy.. I just sat here and cried for a full 20 minutes over my dog that died almost two years ago.. Its not fun =/
- Okay, so in case someone hasnt read my post from earlier, I had my four wisdom teeth taken out last week and i'm on vicodin for pain. I also have two dry sockets. A dry socket is when the blood clot either doesnt form right or falls out, exposing...
- I had all four of my wisdom teeth taken out last week and ended up with two dry sockets. *sighs* im on vicodin for pain. i'm a bit loopy. But as tired as i am, i cant sleep. so here i am. I havent been on DS in awhile. I figured i'd just randomly...
- all it took was a commercial about animals and the ASPCA....and i started remembering my dog that my family and I had put down over a year and a half ago...and i started crying...and it hurts so much..i miss him..so..so so much.=/ idk what to do..to...