Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Today was a really crappy day. And when i finally just now got home, i feel the worst. i feel neglected. i feel like im going to cry. I feel angst. I feel the need to drop and sleep forever. i feel tired, fatigued. I feel like i cant handle all im taking on, which is only school and marching band. But i feel like is 2 steps ahead of me all the time. I dont understand it. Why do i feel like this? why so beaten down? why so neglected? seriously. i feel like im having a breakdown and i just want to stay home day after day. help me =/
*hugz*
idk what to talk about. i just want to know why TODAY was so weird. and why i feel so neglected all of a sudden. seriously. i feel like everyone is ignoring me and no one wants anything to do with me. i dont get it. this i almost (but not quite) what it felt like when i had depression..but i dont know what brought it on. it started a few nights ago, but gradually got worse, and today seemed to be the climax.
Or maybe I can distract you? What instrument do you play or are you in the band front? :)
When I was in school, I played tenor sax in jazz band. I played flute, too. Plus I did clarinet in marching & concert band, & bass in both orchestra & jazz band. :) What would we do w/o music?!?! :)
and yes, its marching band that takes up so much of my time. but i cant just quit..thats the problem. but im not sure if i can tough it out either.