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RA kicking hard, depression getting worse. Saw RA MD yesterday asked for medical marijuana. she laughed and said no! That's all I wont is to laugh again. You know they don't really care any more than...

Cant get out of bed, Swelling is wat up, Back to the old fat fingers. Ankels and wrist killing me, Joe

Dr visit today nothing new same depression meds. Sick of them.Joe

I tried to get baptized at church today but failed to do so. My poor planning mostly but I cant help but wonder if God thinks I am not ready yet. How do I know?Joe

another day starts,

7:15 8-20-2010 A few years have passed. Had to read my own profile to see if it still fits. I guess it will do for now. How do you tell others how you feel when you don't understand yourself? Ok...

Its almost Christmas, I here a lot of people say this time of year gets them down. Im sorry if your one of those people. I do have good memories of Christmas from many years ago perhaps that's what...

Guess we are much stronger than expected. I'm still here and so are you. Poor turkey.

Its been just over a month sense disk surgery and almost 2 weeks back at work. Saw the doctor yesterday she could not really explain to my understanding why my leg and foot are still not right. Their...

Been 3 weeks since my back surgery. Going back to the surgeon tomorrow morning if i don't chicken out. If he says ok I return to work on Friday. I have used all my sick time up and my wife wants me...

Dear journal its Sunday morning, traditionally a day of worship. I should I know, I make excuses for not. Telling people I am a christian while having doubts cant be right. Am I a christian? I accept...

Saw the surgeon today. What else would he say except that I need the surgery? Scheduled for the 6th. It supposed to be good news that I will only be out of work for 3 weeks.

The nerve damage in my back is apparently not going to heal itself like I had hoped it would. So I am going to see a surgeon on the 28th to see what he suggests be done. Its not the thought of...

Dear Journal, my back problem has been improved by the cortisone injections, 2 completed and 1 more to go in a week or so. The first 2 injections have gained me about 50% of my old self. If it were...

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