JoeGo

Dear Journal, Don't make this entry private please, I have read others I have not the right. The phrase "misery loves company" how horrible but true. I wish I had the courage and will to learn the...

Thank you so much. You cold not have done more

Some people never stop helping me even when I give up on myself. With all sincerity I tell me this, they are a gift from God to me even though the may not know. Joe

Dear God. Now what. Is it just to wait in line until a time. With you all is possible. Your laws already written and with me the sin that was commuted. With me lord which is more probable. Joe

i am sorry to the eyes in the dark

I feel ok but am shacking pretty bad. I get this way sometimes not sure why. Its like being on the edge of something about to happen without a reason why. it does not make any sense to me. Loud or...

i dont need to win. i did not ask to race.

Started out in the dump but for whatever reason I am in the clouds now. Hope to stay.

The weather has changed to rain and cold. RA has changed to mean and viscous to match the weather. Its starting to drag me into the pit again. I am trying to stay out but keep getting pulled back...

I am ok today back at work again. Not sure how I managed to keep this job but I am thankful. I made a new friend today here on DS and found another I was worried about. I hope you the reader are...

A quick ride to (my?) home. My wife's car in the drive strange? A simple hi no warm touch follows tonight. Straight to my safe room will it all begin again? This time I fell a title more distant from...

Flying back to the unknown today.

What to say. I am here that's a ok. Be positive. I don't need any kick from you to see this day through.Tomorrow is another day the banks doors will open I must go I hope they will take a deposit...

to weather the storm

My wife came home today. I wish I could be more happy about it. She is my reason for life, but shortens it increasingly. The overdraft statements keep coming. So I work more overtime to keep up. As...