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why cant i see or here them crying then it not real  

Have not been here in a long time. No excuses. Someone has tried very hard to help me overcome some of my problems. Went to my parents home for the first time in many years. My father was old but...

Dear journal its Sunday morning, traditionally a day of worship. I should I know, I make excuses for not. Telling people I am a christian while having doubts cant be right. Am I a christian? I accept...

Saw the surgeon today. What else would he say except that I need the surgery? Scheduled for the 6th. It supposed to be good news that I will only be out of work for 3 weeks.

The nerve damage in my back is apparently not going to heal itself like I had hoped it would. So I am going to see a surgeon on the 28th to see what he suggests be done. Its not the thought of...

Dear Journal, my back problem has been improved by the cortisone injections, 2 completed and 1 more to go in a week or so. The first 2 injections have gained me about 50% of my old self. If it were...

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I need to apologize to some very good friends. I have not given out many hugs or messages or chat. I am sorry. My good news is I have my blood pressure under control again with of course more meds....

Just a few short words to try and get back in the habit here. Wow, this new year really got to me from the very beginning, to the exact second. Major battles have been fought. Its taken a lot out of...

A friiend help me through.

When I was a kid I lived high on a ridge above a valley in east Tennessee. On warm summers nights you could hear the thunder of the 1960's race cars at Maryville drag strip below. These machines...

I am not sure how to be more open, i need to I know, and it is not your fault that I don't. How do I say more than this?,,,, you are the brave one of us u see. It is I that am a coward of my own...

Are words on a page even as you wright true expressions of your thought? I a slow writer at best and thought even slower at times. Mostly though I cannot capture in pages of words a moment of...

here me and here me well you aint beat me yet, i'll go kicken and a clawen. All you done is chaped my hide. put a little kick back were it should be, scars i love em cant get enough. put em up or...

Friends here keep picking me up when I fall. Just know all I am very grateful.