JoeGo

I don't want to fight any more. Chalked nose art on bombs the victims never new, but I do. Author of the cash book extermination of the foe, though his identity be unknown. I felt the lashes and...

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Was on real high last night thanks to this site and friends I have made recently here. Dropped down a notch or so but not too bad. Its been a real coaster ride lately highs are to high to be normal I...

Find the next step, on an obscure path, that leads to where? My steps keep leading me away from signs that said "this way". Could light be without dark. Dark is nothing to see. I want to see. Growing...

feeling betterjoe

RA kicking hard, depression getting worse. Saw RA MD yesterday asked for medical marijuana. she laughed and said no! That's all I wont is to laugh again. You know they don't really care any more than...

Cant get out of bed, Swelling is wat up, Back to the old fat fingers. Ankels and wrist killing me, Joe

Dr visit today nothing new same depression meds. Sick of them.Joe

I tried to get baptized at church today but failed to do so. My poor planning mostly but I cant help but wonder if God thinks I am not ready yet. How do I know?Joe

another day starts,

7:15 8-20-2010 A few years have passed. Had to read my own profile to see if it still fits. I guess it will do for now. How do you tell others how you feel when you don't understand yourself? Ok...

3pm back at work. Kind of hit bottom lately, RA kicking in hard and bleeds off what little brain power I have left.  Really got to me a couple of days ago, thought about checking out but chickened...

3pm Back to work. Not as high as yesterday but not too bad, some pain and and a little shakey. It will fly.

3pm back at work and back in the saddle again. Go ahead depression make my day, just try me if you dare. I'll pull my six shooter loaded of zoloft and take you out. Don't get ideals RA got a round of...

3pm. here again.