They say bad things happen in threes well I sure got my share. Lets see. First of all I was paranoid that I was going to run out of my meds and had problems figuring out the role of my insurance for my pdoc with that of my perscriptions that was no fun. I finally figured out (after a good week) that my Value options is a part of step mommys insurance and my state insurance as well . They cover the private pdoc and will cover completly a state doc and the meds for free as long as I see one from their list. My private pdoc is costing me $25 everytime I see him and my private psychologist is costing me also that amount to see him. I cant afford it! I have a part time job right now and trying desperatly to hang on to it. Im getting fewer and fewer hours every week. THis week I only got 4. This reeks!Now number two bad thing: My car. It just stopped running. I got a new battery for it and it just died again. I jumped it to the auto mechaninic and they put a new alternator in it. It cost my dad $330. EEcck! I feel so bad. Anyway, got it home and took it to school and damned if it didnt break down on the freeway on the interchange no less. THe good part was that some nice gentle men let me use his cell to call AAA. They were there in 5 minutes! Thank God I have a membership. So, the next day I have them tow it back to the mechaninic. They put in a new alternator and find a short with the dash lights but then blow out the alternator they just put in. So it took another day to put in a new alternator. My car is running smoothly now. Lets just keep our fingers crossed.Okay number 3: My school. They wanted to charge me tuition classified as a non resident. THat means almost triple of what a resident would charge. Only 2,000 shit! I of course missed the petition deadline. So yesterday my friend from cali and I got on the phone all day and my gosh must have talked to every dept. to try to get some sort of compromise. We thought we had a solution with the disability people but it didnt work out. They would give me 100% of my pell grant if I could get a letter forom the pdoc stating that i am mental and this would make me a full time student. WEll we double checked on that and found that it was only for the grants the school gives not federal aid Shit again! Well needless to say I had no choice but to drop my class so that I can start over a year from now and be a freakin resident of AZ. So there you have it. Three things. Now arent things supposed to get much better after the three bad things happen? Okay now I'm waiting for the good things. Hell maybe Ill meet the man of my dreams, or get a really good job that pays well or a combination of them both. I dont know I'm feeling really depressed. I HATE sitting here at home while the rest of the world passes me by. Yesterday I wanted to hit something I was so angry. Crap! hopefully this life will turn around for the better.
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