Gss91

Wow, it has been a long time since I have written.                 Lots has happened, most notably a friend came out, I have been prepared to defend him varaciously, yet so far I have...

All things considered I am actually feeling pretty good today. Better than I have in a long time. Everything is going alright in my life. And one of my favorite holidays is coming! S.A.D. Single...

Several months ago, after I got really depressed, I sank into a thick fog in witch I felt virtually nothing,  when I found out the guy I have loved for years was also gay. I started to pull myself...

My LoveIf you want it, take my heartallthough soon I must departI wish you know I love youI wish to give you a clueMy heart swells and aches at thoughtthat we shall always be apartI love you with...

I am so stupid, and I don't know what is going on, if this is a sign from the universe, or a sadistic joke. I was in fifth period today, and class had already started, I was talking to a freind who...

I got to see my best freind ever the other day! It was so exciting! He is such a cool guy. He is straight and whenever I see him we hug, granted, he does not know I am gay but still, way awsome. It...

I think this color of blue fits my mood today, very tranquil. I must addmit I am extreamly excited for January 10th, I am going to see my best freind. The guy at my school I like is so cool, he has...

My parents found my journal,and did a bang up job of smashing my facade. I was pissed that they read my journal if you can imagine, but what is worse is my dad is good on computers and he took the...

"...These roses under my window make not reference to former roses or to better ones, they are for what they are; they exist with god today..." ~Ralph Waldo EmersonWe need to be who we are, I am a...

Today has, been somewhat of an ok day. I am kinda nervouse cause I wrote a poem about killing myself and there was also a vauge referance to me being gay in it. I set it on my chair while I went to...

I have been haveing very ominous dreams latly(well, the ones that I remember).  people keep turning to smoke and blowing away in the wind. It is kind of a scary thought. hmmm

And this is why I am afraid of coming out. Today at lunch I was sitting with three freinds of mine, one who I just met, one who just moved here from Texas, and one who knows I am gay. The freind I...

For the sake of my own sanity, and keeping good records. I am demented because my freind is straight, he does not know I am gay. My soul has always reached out to his, if ever there was such a thing...

I have decided I am somewhat of a demented person. One of my best freinds does not know I am gay, He moved and I have  not seen him in forever. I was in the town he moved to last night and I saw...

It is getting worse, normally seminary at least cheers me up a little, but today there was no joy, nothing. My teacher even told me I looked dead today. The only good thing about today so far is that...