Several months ago, after I got really depressed, I sank into a thick fog in witch I felt virtually nothing,  when I found out the guy I have loved for years was also gay. I started to pull myself out and I did it. I started getting up the nerve to tell him how I feel, today I got a text during 5th period. He found a guy he likes and they might become boyfreinds. All I can do is be happy that he found someone. As for me, I am shattered. It hurt so bad all I want to do is sink back into that fog to protect me from the pain. I want to feel nothing. I hate this pain and would give anything to sink again, anything...