I got to see my best freind ever the other day! It was so exciting! He is such a cool guy. He is straight and whenever I see him we hug, granted, he does not know I am gay but still, way awsome. It was so cool. On a different note I wish I could tell my crush how I feel about him, but I have a few problems. Firstly I am a chicken, second neither of us are out, third I do not know how he feels about me, and fourth I am moving in sixths months and it would be way to painful for me. Way to painful. I hope his life is wonderful and filled with joy and as little pain as possible. And all you out there who are haveing problems and just trying to get by, have faith and hope.