"...These roses under my window make not reference to former roses or to better ones, they are for what they are; they exist with god today..." ~Ralph Waldo EmersonWe need to be who we are, I am a gay christian, seems a bit in confliction but hey. I have been way depressed for monthes now, and I think of suicide on a daily basis, does this make me a bad person? no. I am Scott, no one has the right to judge me based on these facts, if they want to judge me by my character so be it. I need to exist with God as I am, because that is not something I can really change. I will try my hardest to be happy with who I am.This has nothing to do with any of that, but the guy I like just gave me his phone number today! It is for if I need to talk or need advice, but still we are now that much closer!