Cassandrax3
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- So in the beginning of May I went to my doctor and I had asked for an increase on my medication because I felt like it wasn't working to full ability. So a couple of days later, I'm struggling to sleep and I lost my appetite. The sleeping thing got...
- So in the beginning of May I went to my doctor and I had asked for an increase on my medication because I felt like it wasn't working to full ability. So a couple of days later, I'm struggling to sleep and I lost my appetite. The sleeping thing got...
- So in the beginning of May I had gotten an increase on my medication. So after that increase, I wasn't sleeping (that got better though) but now, i dont eat a lot, which is good for me because im losing some weight. But the big crisis im having is...
- I don't know what was wrong so I need some help. Okay so I was actually starting to feel a little better or that's what I was convincing myself. Just this week I was actually starting to feel happy again and my suicidal thoughts had stopped for a...
- So lately I've been having suicidal thoughts. I told a friend and she says that I should really tell someone else. I then told my therapist and then she said that as long as I felt safe that I was okay(when I told her back then things weren't so...
- So lately I've been having suicidal thoughts. I told a friend and she says that I should really tell someone else. I then told my therapist and then she said that as long as I felt safe that I was okay(when I told her back then things weren't so...
- So lately I've been feeling more depressed and I guess you could say suicidal. I mean it's NOT that I have a plan to do anything and carry out with the process but it's just that I can't help but have these horrible thoughts and they're scary. I...
- Okay so this may sound totally stupid but I'm going to ask anyway. Is a suicidal thought a suicidal thought even if you'd never ever ever ever ever carry through with it although these thoughts keep coming. Because I have sooooo much to live for...
- Ever since I woke up this morning all I can think about is what tomorrow is. It's the one year anniversary since my dad died and I just can't think of anything else. I feel like the thoughts are taking over my mind. I just can't think of anything...
- So on the 25th its going to be a year since my dad died and im having a problem here. The thing is i avoid the feelings and everything that would make me remember. Now most of you know what Facebook is right? Well my oldest sister reactivated his...
- I haven't cut in a while. Since I think Jan 26th but I'm not too sure. Anyway, all I really want to do right now is cut. And I just came home from a psychiatrist appointment and therapy. She had asked if I haven't cut since then and I told her yeah...
- I commented this on "uselessme"'s post but I wanted to share it with everyone else. I threw my razor out on New Years, didn't cut for 16 days. But then on that 16th day, I cut. I had taken apart another razor because I was going to use it on the...
- I went 16 days without cutting myself. I had made it my new years resolution to stop cutting. I threw my razor out and I was fine for about 12 days. I didnt have any thoughts to cut before those 12 days. Then on the 12th day the thoughts were over...
- It's been 12 days since I last cut. It's a first for me and I'm so proud of myself. See I also threw my razor out on that day but on the 8th day without cutting myself I found myself taking apart another razor. I didn't cut but instead I used a...
- So tomorrow is going to be a week since I've decided to stop cutting and to throw my razor out. This is the longest that I've gone without cutting. Its a first. The longest used to be 6 days but now its going to be 7, a whole week! I'm kind of...