missy12358104
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- maybe it is just the hormones or maybe it is fear and all of the stress that i am going through right now. i am afraid that my ivf wont work and that if it does i am afraid that either i will have a miscarrage or a baby with disabilities. maybe it...
- it will be one year ago on feb 22 that i had my Suzie put to sleep. at the time i had it done i felt tremendously guilty for it. part of me kept telling myself that it was too early eventhough i knew it wasnt. that same part of me kept telling...
- my husbands benifits cover our ivf 80% up to 20,000.00 and we even flexed 1,000.00 to help cover the 20% that the benefits wont cover but i am worried that if this cycle fails that i wont be able to afford another one without some financial...
- Well i went and did it. i got the tattoo of Suzie's paw on my foot. i took a copy of the paw print i got from the vet when she died and i took it to the tattoo artist. I put it on my foot to make it look like she stepped on my foot. around the...
- my ivf is scheduled for the first week in april. it was supposed to be in march but it got pushed back due to a frozen pipe that burst at the clinic. i start my shots on march 26th.
- after i lost my Suzie my other dog Eddie grieved for a long time. He would not go outside on his own because he was always used to going outside with Suzie so i would have to go outside with him. for several weeks he would look around for her and...
- i purchase Suzie at a rummage sale when she was a puppy. i remember the day i brought her home. my parents were so supprised as they did not know i bought a dog. wherever i was Suzie was also. when i purchased my first home Suzie was there. ...
- i think this song fits my life perfectlyhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=shzJY3msrnA
- my re asked me the other day if i was going to have acupuncture and i told him that i have not decided. i am worried that it might be painful. i am looking at other things instead such as hypnosis which i have done before. i still figure how bad...
- it was only a few things like two hats one for a boy and one for a girl and a card that is for a baby shower. i can understand where she is comming from and wanting me to get my hopes up for having a baby. she told me that she wants me to think...
- been living here in mn for most of my life and the winters are darn cold. we have some bad weather comming tonight with wind chills down to 40 below. for those of you who dont know what that kind of cold feels like stick your head in your freezer...
- my ivf got pushed back to april because my clinic had frozen pipes and one of them burst and they had water all over. in a way this is kind of a good thing because it allows me to space my appointments out more and it also allows me more time to...
- my ivf will be in mid march. i start my bcp's on thurs and the injections sometime in feb. i am so anxious and nervous all at the same time as it is all coming up so fast when just two months ago we first started planning for ivf and thought that...
- i had my baseline labwork done today and i will go in for my trial transfer, physical, sonogram and various other things on jan 24 and 25. i start taking my birth control pills on thurs and i will start my injections sometime in feb. it is all...
- i found out over christmas that the person who mollested me when i was 16 is seriously ill and will be put into a nursing home. if you read my profile you will find out about this person and what he did. when i initially reported what he did to me...