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- the past several days i have had this constant uneasy feeling - like my stomach is in knots or filled with butterflies. i'm going about my daily routine as always but i feel restless - like i am forgetting something or something is not right. i...
- I know this has nothing to do with depression... but it does relate to me and my work - and doing well at work keeps me feeling good! I'm not spamming the board, but I am trying to reach out to some cool people, and many of you here have been true...
- why is it that two people can overcome so many horrible events in life together and still be happy and in love - then when everything is going really well, life is good, they get along great, laugh, still find each other sexually attractive, etc -...
- i go to the doc tomorrow to get a refill on my effexor - should i ask to increase the dosage or keep it the same. i have felt for the most part it has been fine and this dosage has been good for me - but just have a lot of issues in my life...
- i can't be a normal human and life happily ever after. i fuck everything up without even knowing why. i put myself in situations i promise i will avoid and SURPRISE! it is a fucking mess again. i hate someone and love them at teh same time and...
- i am so freaking frustrated! stupid, stupid demon lady client - i want to vanquish her, perform a exorcism or something!i design t-shirts at a screen printing company, and i really love my job, but some people make me so mad!i have been designing...
- ever get the feeling you're being watched?sitting in my house alone with the pets and i have this creepy feeling that someone is watching. i've closed all the blinds and made sure the doors and windows are locked, but for some reason i am a little...
- i think my dog is having a nightmare - she is moaning and whining in her sleep - her little legs kicking around.so cute though.
- just recently had a conversation with my high school sweetheart. of course it is a long, dramatic story (aren't all high school loves are) but basically he admitted her ended things due to peer pressure from his friends.i had told him once i never...
- just tried to get my effexor prescription refilled and was denied it, saying my insurance has been canceled. and it is a fucking sunday, so of course i cannot contact anyone about it right now.i know it hasn't been canceled, i never received notice...
- i'm not feeling it this year. i usually love thanksgiving, but this year i think it feels like a hassle and don't really want to bother. i don't feel like putting up my christmas tree, and would be quite content to not give or receive any gifts....
- i've been having a really bad couple days - and the only time i recall laughing today is when my little chihuahua did the this:i was sitting on the couch watching t.v. with both dogs running all over lap (just got home) when my pup farted.... ok ok,...
- i want my love to come back to me. to realize the the insanity and run to my arms.
- the numbness is gone, now all i feel is my heart breaking. i can't stop crying. i want to feel numb again.
- i want to start going to church again... i have never been to one in this town before. but i have no one to go with and i am scared to go alone. :(