I'm still here.

A lot of my friends here wonder if things are OK.  
My answer is yes for the most part. I am learning how to interact around people.  I am getting off my butt and getting things done around the house that I thought I'd never get done but you know what?  They're getting done.  I have friends to help motivate me that I met from a support group that I joined. A whole bunch of people with different things going on in their lives.
Some come to group once a week while others not so much.
We all have 1 thing in common though.
We all have realized that life can be hard sometimes and we all need a little moral support from time to time. 
There is nothing wrong with that.
I suggest that you check out some support groups in your area. 
Who knows you might find a fellowship with the people there as I have.