Last night Katie texted me and told me that she was freaking out and needed to talk so she came over and we spoke about Jay and how he is telling her the he feels that she is still not contributing enough financially to the relationship and that she should not be complaining about the hours her new job is requesting from her. Mom went off on her about her sexual relations with Jay's father. I am glad that she came to see me. That was a nice feeling. I threw up the night before last and I am almost half way through a bottle of champaign and I know I will take an ambian. I smoking pot. I smoked around lunch and then again now. Yesterday I went to the school and got a parking permit and I got to pay my car insurance. A feat for me! Today I did nothing. I thought I was going to go to the school for advising but I didn't because my advisor in at the medical campus, so tomorrow I will be seeing her. Tomorrow I go to the Atmosphere concert at the Red Rocks amphitheater. I pretty excited yet pretty scared too...honestly...
 
Goodnight moon!