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I am hurting...and so are you.

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I am hurting...a lot. This feeling, right now as I stare cross-eyed into my own eyes, is much worse than any feeling of depression I've ever had. I used to think that I had already experienced the hardest time of my life, when I didn't want to be...
Venting

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My husband cheated on me and got HIV and gave it to me on our honeymoon in March...In the beginning of April, I got very sick and no one knew why. I was hospitalized three different times. Eventually I had to go to Seattle to the big hospital and I...
Memoirs

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Hey....I haven't been on here in a long time, but I thought I would stop by and tell you guys a little bit of what's been going on. I've been going to DBT (special therapy for borderline personality disorder) and it's been sort of helpful. But I've...
I feel as if I'm already dead

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I have borderline personality disorder because of child sexual abuse... I really just don't want to be here. The only way I can really express myself is through my blog. Please, someone read it...I need someone to know my...
I don't want to be alive...

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www.theperennialsilence.blogspot.com
borderline

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I have borderline personality disorder, and I really want people to know what it feels like... read my blog?www.theperennialsilence.blogspot.com
bye

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I tried. I really did. But I can't do it any more. It's too much. It's too hard. I hope people will read my blog and I hope they will understand someday how much it hurt to live in this pain, and why I had to get out of...
Plese...help

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I am afraid of my thoughts. When I am with people, my thoughts drift to how they would react if I died, what they would say, if they would cry, if they would be shocked... When I am alone, I dream of death. I desire it. I wonder why I would possibly...
thoughts of a borderline

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If you want, you can read my blog. Get inside the mind of a borderline who was a victim of child sexual abuse. Leave comments and such.theperennialsilence.blogspot.com
But I feel I'm already dead

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The thoughts of a borderline. The thoughts of a cutter. The thoughts of an incest survivor who may not want to survive. theperennialsilence.blogspot.com.
I'm already dead.

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I recently was a contestant in an art battle for an event at my college. The event was a fundraiser for raising awareness about sexual assault/rape/incest. I won the battle. Probably because my piece was so personal. So deep. So true. Here's my...
blog?

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The thoughts of a borderline. The thoughts of an incest survivor who may not want to survive.theperennialsilence.blogspot.com
someone to talk to

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I never felt like, and sometimes still feel like, I had anyone to talk to. Recovering is so, incredibly difficult. Sometimes unbearable. I don't want you to feel like that. I don't want you to be so close to death, like I was. Trust me, I am nowhere...
someone to talk to

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I never felt like, and sometimes still feel like, I had anyone to talk to. Recovering from incest is so, incredibly difficult. Sometimes unbearable. I don't want you to feel like that. I don't want you to be so close to death, like I was. Trust me,...
Thoughts and a poem

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I recently started going to group and individual counseling. It was hard for me to get in. I'm going to my college's counselors, and it was pretty late in the quarter when I decided to seek help, so there was a long wait list. They told me I had no...