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- I wrote this poem after a breakup w/the 1st man I loved since my divorce. Also gunna post it in my journal HOPE ABANDONED. ~Dedicated to Matthew Eric Crawford I once had a dream Of fulfillment, companionship & peaceFelt a paradigm shift & believed I...
- Just recently got dumped by my boyfriend who I was seeing for 4 months. It doesn't sound like a long time, or much to be sad about --God knows that people on this site are experiencing much worse!--but it was a big deal to me. I just got divorced...
- I live in Alaska & any Alaskan knows when August approaches that summer is coming to an end & winter is not far behind. Also...our state flower the fireweed when it blooms all the way to the top...it means there's only 6 more weeks of summer left....
- I cut myself the other day after almost 8 yrs of not self-Injuring. It wasn't a major cut or anything, but the fact that I relapsed after so long was surprising. I did it w/a box-cutter that I accidentally brought home from work. I usually don't...
- Does anyone else ever get sick of other people spewing out platitudes to try to make you feel better that you know are not true? "Things will get better". "You'll find love again"' etc. I feel like saying to these people--"Do you have any idea what...
- A quote i thought i'd share with all of u "...Time does not heal, it makes a half-stitched scar that can be broken and again you feel grief as total as in its first hour." I really like this quote. Because i always hated the platitude "time heals...
- I posted this in the depression forum as wellI have been feeling so crappy lately :( just horrible :( so tired. Like i just want to hibernate. I took a 4 hour nap the other day and still was tired. I have big dark circles under my eyes. I HAVE to...
- I have been feeling so crappy lately :( just horrible :( so tired. Like i just want to hibernate. I took a 4 hour nap the other day and still was tired. I have big dark circles under my eyes. I HAVE to take a nap every day or i basically like pass...
- Anyone find that when theyre around neurotic people that their anxiety spikes? My mom is pretty neurotic and i just get so nervous and agiated when im around her. Luckily, the rest of the time,my anxiety has been good. It used to be horrible just a...
- Hi all. Its been a while since i've been on. Cant even begin to say what a roller coaster ride this year has been. But i know that i am again finding myself at the bottom of the abyss with nary the energy to claw my way back up to the daylight....
- I've been reading this book by Kay Jamison called "Night Falls Fast" which is a book about the pandemic of suicide. It is an EXCELLENT book. It talks about the statistic that 50% of people with Bipolar Disorder will attempt suicide. I thought this...
- I get my urges to cut more as intrusive, fleeting thoughts. I think this is thankfully, due to the fact that i am a recovering self-injurer and havent cut in about 6 yrs. i got a tattoo of an om on my wrist and an outline in the color orange(which...
- swallowing the litany of pills this morning....fish oil, synthroid, b-complex, seroquel, trileptal,,,just to name the morning ones...spent 20 minutes last night divvying up my pills for the week. gets confusing at times....anyone with me??
- So, anyone else out there experience massive confusion and memory lapses, or difficulty concentrating as part of their bipolar disorder? I've been having this problem recently. Yesterday, I got up to find the bearded dragon's warming lamp turned on...
- Any hotty wanna chat?? i'm drunk and horny....must be hot, and must be close to my age 33...I'm cute and have great titties....